[He wants to push. By God does he want to reach through the screen and shake Jedao and tell him it won't be as bad as he thinks it is. Because Gonou was a good and kind person who wouldn't hate him for it.

But since Jedao doesn't offer it, he won't. But fuck the urge is real.]

...okay. But-- Jedao, you're my friend too. I'm not gonna not keep being friends with you for-- whatever this is. Even if Gonou hates you, which he won't.